Apr 29, 2009

是我勇敢太久
决定为你一个人而活
不能说说出口
那么折磨

Apr 28, 2009

he's not a perfect guy
we're not perfect human beings
but in my eyes you're flawless
im still trapped in the past
a closure is always a good thing
全世界都停了电
全世界白雪满天
才发觉在我心间
有回忆碎片
一作梦翻身
就刺痛流血
我卷着身体缩成一个圈
像一个句点

Apr 26, 2009

yay i love weekends although its very unproductive
sat's gamelan course was fun.minus the time i tried to find that freaking room
i got lost(kinda) and asked onethousand people but it still took me like 15min plus :(
dinnered with abnormal and moo :)
they still bully me a lot!!
sun's swim was tiring
thankyou van for the subway cookie:)

Apr 24, 2009

:)
lazy to blog cos im either to lazy/busy/tired/exhausted everyday.
anyway:

1) need to reach nus at 750 tml.please everybody are still sleeping and im supposed to already wakeup, dress decently, well-read my gamelan which i obviosly forgot already :( hope the session will be fun.

2)how come everybody thinks my mozart is better than scarlatti.it makes no sense

3)had music test yst and the extract is freaking neotonal fugue.bet bach will be angry.hahaha :)

4)tons of homeworks and catchup.eh.how come the workload dont seem to ever decrease?!?!

5)very tired from pe- a somewhat-supposed-to-be-soccer-but-turned-out-to-be-catching-plus-screaming-time for the girls.we had loads of fun though. :)

6)how come i need to pass up GP file.not fair!

7)funny friend draws quite nice sunflower just now.yay :)

8.my indo friend is cominggggg! haven seen tham for agesssss! i need to polish my bahasa! and they are coming during BT2 that week! nooooooo :(

9)i so wanna go shopping with them!

10)i really really wanna have 48hours a day.

11)craving for subway cookiesssssssss :(

12)hope tue date with dee will work out!

13)need to lose 1-2kggggggg!

Apr 19, 2009

♥♥♥

Apr 14, 2009

你知道当你需要个夏天
我会拼了命努力

im starting to do chem
because m asks me to.

Apr 11, 2009

happy day :)

Apr 9, 2009

got a feeling this will be a longgggg post.

today is sports day!haha
sengkang was raining soooo heavily and we thought pp will rain too but it didnt
getting into the top16 was so unexpected.
we din got the medal but its ok :)
talked quite alot to weiwen about stuff.we need to catch up soon ok :)
congrats geor :)
then then got back PW
:) :) :)
yay.i cant say i do at lot of work, but im glad most of my grp got A

went out with limmy and yuyu and her cute friend for icecream
the bus took onethousand years to come and another twothousand years to reach sk.boo

and then he texted me.read the msg somewhere when we're crossing the bridge.
its always mixed feelings when i read his msg.
and till now.i still cant think of a reasonable explanation why he texted me.
im glad he's in nafa.because art is his forte.
nevermind he's always the top in artanddesign,he's really good
the way he look at things and draw and paint always amaze me
and im kinda jealous that he'll be chasing his dreams while im chasing my As
im always envious of him.
i was thinking and i really really wanna see him
face to face.look him in the eyes
and see if the magic is still there.
i know we're worlds apart.but he's really someone i like since forever.
but then again i dont know, im so confused
i wish theres someone here to hug me now
tonight is supposed to be mugging time.but i dont think i can study
on impluse i feel like just walking one block to his house
one look.i guess that will be enough for now.

i just really need to rant to someone/something hope tml will be fun :)

你若担心你不能飞
你有 我的蝴蝶

Apr 6, 2009

:( :( :(
-very long day today.and tml.and probably wed too
-need to reach school at impossibly early timing
-tons of chem to catchup
-chamber concert on wedddddd.haven had enough prac again
-and i dont wanna make announcement
-shostakovich's not making much sense.no motives no pattern no nothing.its pure randomness i've yet to understand
-music history test next week?
-very very mentally drained
-thought alot about talking to b again.but i dunno how
byebye

Apr 2, 2009

我知道这样不应该
在他身上找依赖
算不算是种出卖
因为你一直在